Thursday, September 3rd

Well i can say that some positive has come with in the past few days, did two wonderful shoots, and came out with some amazing shots to add to the port. This smoke has been causing allot of straint on my body phiscally with the bursts of head aches, lack of energy, and keeping me from exercising with my biking buddy because he can't breath in this smoke. Todays softball game was canceld due to the smoke, and i wasn't even going to go because i did not wan't to get out bed, muchless stand. Hopefully tomorrow will be a more energized brian because i am going out on a lunch type date and hiking is planned in the morning. I am feeling a little better then i was earlier but still have the yucky feeling through my body, and not sure when its going to go away, i have been taking vitamins, and eating/drinking allot so unsure what else to do.

http://sidv86.tumblr.com/ for the lastest pics with Calle Morgan are up if you care to take a gander. i find it easier then trying to upload them here O_o

hopefully tomorrow is a good day, and i don't make my self look like a complete retard..

Monday, August 31

Thursday, August 27

Work is being a headache, what else is new but other then that life is swell. My love life is still at a all time negative since apparently i repel woman or something "shrug" what ever. The last two photo shoots where interesting, the tony shoot was a little play by ear, and i did manage to get a few good shots that i wanted, but not as many as the last time we shot which is silly because we had less time to shoot the week before "shrug". The paid shoot with lisa, was a little longer then last time, and sort of wore my butt out since i was taking direction more then giving HA! but it was her shoot, so i said fuck it! Had a sweet bike ride around griffith park a few days back, it was fun, and a tad bit of a work out but loved it none the less since i haven't gotten my butt on the bike since last thursday. Been listening to allot of music, because lets face it.. music, and photography is part of my SOUL!! I am so greatful that i have led the path i am leading through photography because it is my own personal therapy/artistic release that was passed on through my parents who were both artistic in their own sense! This weeks work schedule blows minus friday due to being all mid shifts, and keeping me from doing anything minus sleeping, browsing the web lates hours, and just chilling. Still haven't been able to do a whole lot with my lighting setup yet, but i shall make good use of it soon enough!! I am so looking forward to my shoots on friday, and the following thursday, and to add to the excitement our softball team is starting right back up!! I am ready for a weekly consistant sport again even if its not all that demand physically. I leave on a end note with some shots from tonys shoot, would show you my paid shoot shots but i am not allowed to post due to rights.

Saturday, August 15

Just a few of my favorite shots over the shoots last weekend! Was a fun three day weekend, and i have another three day weekend starting again, hoping to get a photo shoot done all three days!!

I am off to my beautiful home away from home once again, Santa Monica beach with my best friend abou, and i have a photo shoot planned for the after noon once i arrive. The kid has a interesting look, and i hope that the clothes he brings with work well with the composition as its going to be a beach setting, and he has the look of a cool kat out of the 50's. I will be spending all day there, and probably catch more candid beach shots after the shoot, while i get my exercise on, and tan my ass off. Sunday i have a paid shoot from my family friend's friend if that makes sense ha! not sure what i am going to be doing for most of Sunday besides the shot, probably going to my favorite Mexican restaurant after the shoot, and edit photos all night. Monday my final day off i will either be shooting my friend Stephanie again, and chow down on some yummy food, or i will be shooting another lovely lady i met through my store masseuse Dale who i frequently chat it up with on my breaks Monday through Friday. That's about it for now, i hope you enjoy the shots, and i will probably have some more posted in the next few days.

Monday, August 10

Wow it has been quite a while since i have updated this damn thing, alright lets see! For the last few weeks i have been doing shooting, hanging out with friends, and hitting the beach on the weekends. I did two photo shoots last weekend, and have another on Saturday, and possibly a paid on Sunday. Its not often but it does happen where woman get stuck in my mind, and totally fuck it over with the way they portrays their self's to me, as i get lured into another disappointing headache. Other then the occasional depression/headache life has been really great, and nothing really to complain about. Have not been able to get as much bike riding in as i would like which is always a sad thing but i will once i clear my head, and finish things i need to do. As i sit here with a mysterious pounding headache i can't help but enjoy the sounds of placebo as i muster up everything that my brain spits out towards you. Its funny i bought a freaking webcam, and i am not really sure why.. its not like a really needed one but maybe i will put it to some good use "shrug". I did manage to get this really cute girls number today which was nice, but no idea if it will lead to anything just yet. Plan on setting up a date in the coming week.. not going to put too much of my head into it because that's exactly what gets me into this shitter of a headache that i am in. I am off to edit some pictures, and possibly ride.. update more when my head is not pounding out the wazoo!

Friday, July 31

It is interesting how one moment i am blogging every day, the next i blogging maybe once a week if lucky, and yet it has nothing to do with a lack of what to write but more a side tracked mind that wonders else where. Since i last blogged i had two new shoots, one with a couple of teens, and another with a model/actress who needed to add some port work. Both shoots came out with some really good shots, well at least to my standards but i still want to shoot shoot shoot! Yesterday was our last game for this season, although next season starts up in two weeks lol. It was actually the first game we had that we kept our feet in the game the entire time and managed to score 7 to 15 which to us in a sense is a victory considering all our other losses have have been like 15 points plus compared to only a eight point loss. We were introduced to two new players that will be joining our team with some skills, one being a fast pitch baseball player sporting left field high flying crazy catches, and a impressive second basemen who will be alternating with our current next season. Sadly there were only two balls that went out to right field this game, one managed to fly over my head, but the other was a grounder to out, which i scooped up, and threw to second before they could steal but other then that defense wise it was lame! Offensively i stroke out first up on the plate due to some crazy high arc pitches that looked clearly like balls "stupid Ump" but managed on my third time up to hit one out to center, and snag a base. I have a fun beach shoot next Friday with my friend, and a model of his that's interested in portfolio work so i am hoping to score some awesome shots that day, there will be three wardrobe changes, and we will be shooting at the beach. Speaking of the beach, tomorrow i will be chilling there all day with my good friend Abou, with camera in hand ready to enjoy a good eight hours of sun, shots, and exercise.

Here are some of the shots i recently took

Friday, July24

Tonight was great! the game was really fun, although infield kept screwing up, and i managed to miss a catch that should of been caught but hey at least we are constantly getting better, love it! After the game me and my co-worker/team mate billy went to a diner, and chowed down on burger, and fries that hit the spot just right. Afterwords me, and my supervisor/homey went for a nice run to hazeltine park to work out, and get a run in. I am tired, and quite sleep deprived so i am off to crash, thankfully i have the next three days off so i am going to make the best of them. Shoot tomorrow with teens, never shot teens before so that will be interesting because i am not entirely how the shoot is going to go but i hope for the best. Work was a pain because of the lack of sleep from previous night of watching donny darko, and getting up freaking early bah! Overall life is great, just need to avoid the stupid negative thoughts that like to make their way into my head from time to time. It's funny how i am trying to hook up a chick with a guy she likes even though i have a thing for her, but hey who am i to interfere, and it probably would never work out anyways.. just being friends is cool i guess.